As long as I remembered I wanted to be a mommy...I dont know if every little girl thinks that but I know I used to play with dolls all the time I think till I was about ten or eleven, I always wanted to play with babies, and then as I entered college I decided to major in Child Development, next I got a job teaching young children, and over the past years I wanted to work with younger and younger children first teaching pre-K then moving to the toddler class, and then whenever I am at work I try to sneak into the infant room whenever I can just to hold a baby. Over the last year I have had this feeling inside telling me almost shouting at me that ITS TIME...its time to have a baby...and over the past few months I cant stand it to not stop and look at all the baby stuff whether it be clothes, toys, or even baby furniture...I bet it is really annoying for my husband but i have officially been bitten by the baby bug...and thats all i can think about is having a little baby of my own.
So this year me and Jeremie will be trying to make are family of two grow to three, its crazy how easy it is to try to prevent pregnancy, and then when you finally start to try how hard it is to get pregnant, whenever I look it up online for example tips on getting pregnant, or how to get pregnant...they make it seem like it is very difficult and you have to have the exact hidden formula. So I guess we will take a swing at the bat and see how hard it is, and hopefully by the end of the 2010 we will become a small family of three.
I am so lucky to have a hubby like jer, he will be such a good daddy.